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 in response to Bill Chesh43...   i am sorry abuse makes me physically ill and mentally incapcitated. you said you helped someone online and took you for some money. i did the same and did it for the family i joined but got taken advantage of. so it was just advice for you that if people want something from you this is a way i came up with so i dont get taken advantage of anymore. being 61 and been abused for 51 yrs i just cant take it anymore. i thought i could not get conned again at this age but i was wrong. instead of a body guard like steven segal i think i need a good profiler to talk to ppl before i even become friendly. sorry for the misunderstanding i so hope you get the help you need. their are pell grants but if you haven't paid a student load you dont get them either so with all my experiences i really understand what you are going thru in your mind. it is not easy that is for sure and ppl who have not have had such expereinces they have no clue. good luck. i dont even believe in god anymore cuz of the last 2 yrs of being in this so called godly family.

 in response to Bill Chesh43...   i am sorry abuse makes me physically ill and mentally incapcitated. you said you helped someone online and took you for some money. i did the same and did it for the family i joined but got taken advantage of. so it was just advice for you that if people want something from you this is a way i came up with so i dont get taken advantage of anymore. being 61 and been abused for 51 yrs i just cant take it anymore. i thought i could not get conned again at this age but i was wrong. instead of a body guard like steven segal i think i need a good profiler to talk to ppl before i even become friendly. sorry for the misunderstanding i so hope you get the help you need. their are pell grants but if you haven't paid a student load you dont get them either so with all my experiences i really understand what you are going thru in your mind. it is not easy that is for sure and ppl who have not have had such expereinces they have no clue. good luck. i dont even believe in god anymore cuz of the last 2 yrs of being in this so called godly family.

i am about the same boat but abuse actually makes me physicaly ill and mentally capcitated. yes i got taken advantange of so this is what i do now. you want something from me what are you going to do for me first. this way i wont get taken advantage of again which has pissed off my husband who calls it poly but he dont treat is wives like the poly families i have read about. so at 61 if i can i am selling off everything i have and getting out of this country for i had no opinioin about 911 until i watched nearly all the videos and others. why is it the good people who are loving, kind, compassionate etc. get shit from the assholes. well i am becoming a hermit again but sadly this time i have emotions. numb was better. i dont even believe there is a man upstairs anymore. so now its about me what do i have to do to survive?

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Jay Nixon, Governor of Missouri;
US Senators from Missouri: Claire McCaskill, Roy Blunt;
US Representatives from Missouri: Blaine Luetkemeyer, Emanuel Cleaver, Jo Ann Emerson, Roy Blunt, Russ Carnahan, Sam Graves, Vicky Hartzler, W. Todd Akin, Wm. Lacy Clay;
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well, hello everyone, i just wanted to take a few minutes and let you all know that i have learned a lot in my 61 years. i do not make prejudgements unless i find all the facts. just like 911 i had no opinion until i saw many many videos by individuals and the news media had film somehow got out to the  public and you can see it was altered before it was aired to the people. i also know about the IMF the world back and the treaty around the 1700 and how actually we are still under england in a covert way. i use to be patriotic but since we have no governments around the world but just corporations and the president and congress answeres to the world bank and the only power they really do have is try to make a peacock day or like a martin luther day. so why vote. so now i only consider myself in the commonwealth of Israel the Sons of the living El. even christianity is so fake. and it doe anger me that California made home schooling illegal. what the creator made which is good for us and no side effects is illegal and man made stuff that has side effects and can kill y ou and cause other problems is legall..hmm what is wrong with this picture. at least i have to look forward to that in the future all the powers at be that is on the wrong side will get their judgment and i will get my blessings. so enjoy while you can for your end does not look good. and i  know its a possiblity that for writing such a letter could get me killed but i dont care for when i lay down at nite i wish i dont wake up so in a way you would be doing me a favor getting out of your crazy world.

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dear, i have been in your place but was blessed only having like my 2 older children the yrs later my 2 babies but because of lies and being a single parent who was abused my father it messed up my life and had men in and out of it, which i now know effected my children and i stayed away from my family and i realized they need that. but good news i have been in touch with my children after all these yrs. only one is really interested in keeping in touch. i am hoping to get an online business going. but being 61 and traumatized for years and being a hermit and now in a big family and hope you don't judge me but i am in a poly family and its nice to have sisterwives.well only 2 is my friends . the new is having problems dealing with it but she knew my husband was poly. out of all the new wives i am the only one who really embrace it. my car broke down for one of the men in the family was not responsible enough so trying to sell things to get it fixed. i always said i rather be homeless then car less..lol i tried online surveys to make money but most of those is not much help. i think the secret shoppers would have bee nice but my car broke down so i sit at home a lot. tweaking Mozilla Firefox. i have learned only add one add on at a time for you have to sign up for all of them on their webpages. i have a lot of help and information about mental health since i have been going since 1990 and bush had a mandate reform and us consumers got to put in our input and Kansas is the leader in the nation of advocacy. an lots of material to help people overcome their mental challenges i like to call it. and also i have been using holistic, alternative health for a long time. i got diabetics but changed my diet and no more pills and hoping to do that for my other problems. but mental and emotional is the hardest. and being a hermit for years not communicating i have had to learn how to do that effectively. let me know how you and your children are doing. and if i can find a way of getting the paper work there is a way of getting y our bills paid by the red cusip # on the back of your certificate of live birth. just go to YouTube and look it up. its sad one man wants $1500 for his information so i signed up on yahoo group called Redemption something or other. also found out we really don't need drivers licenses, tags etc. we the American people really have been scammed my the powers at be.

hi, i see u r from chandler OK, i have been there 2 times for the feast of tabernacles there at the lake, very beautiful. at the time i lived in KS and now i live in MO. i want to be where there is food in the woods just in case all hell breaks loose. i am 61 and before i moved to MO i planed to buy me a tepee to live in , in the woods. but after being a hermit for years i did fall in love but the family is very dysfunctional but how many families are that way..lol so i am trying to delvelope a long last relationship instead of running when problems arise. its nice this has a spell checker so i can fix my mistakes..lol if you like to email me i am jacqulinej@charter.net. i am bad coming back to this kind of pages except for facebook.

hello, i seen on your profile that you are disabled. i also have some what i like to call challenges. if you would not mind you can let me know what yours are. my email is jacqulinej@charter.net. i did have diabetics but thru diet no more pills. i have fibro, which i still have some pain, and traumatic experiences so i have some mental diagnosis. i am 61 and have been thru a whole lot and my hope is that maybe i can help someone for there are times i wish i just could go to bed go to sleep and never wake up. so i am trying to have an online business however i am in need of a tutor for i cant figure out what i am to do.. just like i have seen widgets and they say to post to clipboard but now what do i do..lol hope to hear from you soon.

self educated in many areas, i do not make snap judgements until i see all the facts one can see. after youtube i now after all these years beleive 911, is an inside job, and the OK city bombing had some cover ups. first i learned the public school system is lacking in the truth, the religion i was in had much error and finding out about the world, which there is no countires but corporations and we are slaves. so i am trying to learn how to be soverign but so many people want money to teach you that and being on SSI cant afford so i hope my online business takes off but i have a lot of studying to do to redo my website, i wish there was grant money to pay for a tutor for i did find a webpage where tutors can be hired. well thats all for now.